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[historianroo]

I posted 71 times in 2021

35 posts created (49%)

36 posts reblogged (51%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 1.0 posts.

I added 73 tags in 2021

#dreamsmp - 13 posts

#dream smp - 11 posts

#c!wilbur - 9 posts

#c!philza - 8 posts

#wyrtt - 7 posts

#c!tommy - 6 posts

#c!dream - 6 posts

#c!tubbo - 5 posts

#c!ranboo - 4 posts

#dawn of the 16th - 4 posts

Longest Tag: 29 characters

#im getting a tattoo next week

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

hard of hearing ramble time

(this might not make sense but I am FEELING EMOTIONS while writing “when you reach the top (there’s nowhere else to go but–)”)

I AM HARD OF HEARING

and I stg its the funniest thing sometimes because I mishear so many things, LIKE WHEN PEOPLE I KNOW DON’t CUSS speak and I THINK THEY CUSS. (looking at you badboyhalo) its the best thing!!

I have had to be an advocate for myself for a while and while I hate it sometimes I love it too! I am helping everything be easier for the next person and its wonderful!

I love getting to answer questions about being hard of hearing! its so amazing to answer the questions that people have and I love it more than life!

younger me never thought pursuing music would be a thing!! but here I am! singing for my degree!! it’s amazing!!

and THE DEAF SUPERHEROES and REPRESENTATION– I mean, I'm kinda not loving the whole Clint barton thing (working on that) buT I LOVED THE MAKKARI thing!!

I CRIED WHEN SHE CAME ON SCREEN!!

I just– my little heart couldn't take it I was so happy! And the subtitles at the theater I was at was working!!

I am learning asl! my world is opening up! and every now and then I think about younger me who had no idea what to do with this and I think “damn look how far I've come!” because every step is progress!!

ANYWAYs to SUM UP!

it doesn’t matter where you are in your life every step is progress and life isn’t a speed run!! take your time and BE HAPPY love the little steps through it all and be happy to learn asl– or at least something new!

17 notes • Posted 2021-12-05 03:57:26 GMT

#4

what if–

I wrote an origins!hermitcraft fic–

looks at my other three fics, two college essays, one stage play and christmas

I definetly have time!

18 notes • Posted 2021-11-29 01:23:08 GMT

#3

Philza and his wings

I know, he has his wings. The crow ones that everyone draws for him with the diamonds at the base of them, and I love those wings. But hear me out.

Philza with adaptive wings.

While writing my first chapter of my fic, I kept picturing him with dark wings, just as every canary had him. But then I wrote about how the wings adapt to the nether while flying, how they tinged white at the edges to match with the ashes, and suddenly I was thinking more along the lines of camouflage.

Not necessarily drastic shifts, but subtle ones.

The edges match the surroundings. In Jungle biomes he looks blue and green, similar to the birds that live there, and when it comes to sand they look like barn owl’s wings.

The shape of the wing never changes, always the large feathered plumes that they are, the large and powerful image that people are drawn to, but I like the idea of little changes in colors and the more extremes that can happen, like the shift from barn owl desert to dark fiery nether.

It's an adaptation that I think I draw from how often he plays in hardcore worlds. Adapting to the setting he was given and creating something wonderful from the resources available.

So why not have his wings be the same.

25 notes • Posted 2021-07-01 05:38:34 GMT

#2

Autistic Representation

And where it fucks up.

I, like most people, consistently seek those few fictional characters to obsess over. In my specific case, it is those rare few well done Autistic/Neurodivergent or disabled characters.

But that number is few and far between and so I focus on those that the fandoms claim are autistic, though that number is limited.

I can name on both hands genuinely autistic or disabled characters, the rest are what the fandom claims. Though the fan claims are often better representation then the poorly designed characters that neurotypical directors create.

Solely because I know that many people are looking for Autistic characters, I am going to share my favorites and welcome whatever other people recommend. I’ll probably do a post later about what specifically makes them a good Autistic character later, but for now, here is a list:

Lilo from Lilo and Stitch.

Will Graham from Hannibal.

Both Sofie and Howl from Howl’s Moving Castle.

Spencer Reid from Criminal Minds.

Newt Scamander fro Fantastic Beasts.

Luna Lovegood from Harry Potter.

Clark Kent from Man of Steel.

Aziraphale from Good Omens.

Peter Parker from Spiderman: Homecoming and Far From Home.

The Doctor from Doctor Who.

Ducky from The Land Before Time.

Bonnie Anderson from Toy Story.

Zuko from Avatar.

Matilda from Matilda.

Ron Weasley from Harry Potter.

Wybie from Coraline.

Miles Morales from Spiderman: Into the Spiderverse.

Ghostbur from The Dream SMP.

And many more that I just haven’t worked out entirely. These characters, I obsess over them. I love them and I see myself in them. 

And the fuck up?

The fuck up comes when people force the representation. When Neurotypical directors or actors try to put every stereotype into this character instead of letting the feelings flow naturally.

And do not even get my started on the fuck up that is Music directed by Sia.

46 notes • Posted 2021-07-03 15:11:12 GMT

#1

when you reach the top (there’s nowhere else to go but–)

[Image Description: A greyscale digital sketch of a semicircle of characters from this ice skating AU with skater!Ranboo in the center. Ranboo is wearing a plain skating costume, skates, a mask, and sunglasses, and is spinning to stare at the upper left corner. on the far left is Tubbo, wearing overalls, smiling, and holding his hands up to cheer in Ranboos direction. Behind him is Technoblade, standing neutral in a sweater-vest and glasses. Behind Technoblade is Philza, wearing a sweater and leaning on a cane. on the far right of the image, Tommy sits on a bench, grinning at Tanboo and sticking his prosthetic leg out in front of him. There is a dog behind Tommy at the end of the bench. behind the dog is Wilbur soot, standing neutral in a sweater and beanie and smiling at Ranboo. above the figures is the bottom half of semi-transparent smiling face.]

Fic Summary:

It was never meant to be, and Tommy knew that.

The second he lost everything, he found the best of things.

A family, though he wouldn’t admit to it, in the form of a pink haired American, a cane wielding (and pretty pog) old man, a non-verbal sweater wearing man, and a boy who only ever wore yellow and was obsessed with bees.

Tommy loved each of them, in their own way, and with a heart that had been hurt in the past but still insisted on caring for others. He hadn’t expected his little family to grow beyond them.

Until he met Ranboo.

A figure skater with a past injury that hit just a bit too close to home for the blond amputee. Tommy knew he wanted to help him, so he did.

Tubbo, Tommy and Ranboo became inseparable in an instant.

And when you reach the top, there’s nowhere else to go but–

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62 notes • Posted 2021-11-29 01:41:37 GMT

Get your Tumblr 2021 Year in Review →

[insanitys-vanity]

92 truths tag

rules: say 92 truths about yourself and when you’re done tag 25 people.

i was tagged by @chunkyhoe

LAST:

drink: dr pepper

phone call: my mother

text message: Heaven 💕

song you listened to: Mr. Brightside - The Killers

time you cried: like six hours ago

HAVE YOU EVER:

dated someone twice: yeah because I’m a fuckin moron

been cheated on: yes

kissed someone and regretted it: Yes

lost someone special: My uncle 💔

been depressed: Since middle school

been drunk and thrown up: Thanksgiving 2016, had to be there

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

made a new friend: I made one. His name is David and I broke his glasses off his face with a dodgeball on a trampoline

fallen out of love: not yet

laughed until you cried: (we’re all thinking of tfb right) the hardest I’ve ever laughed until I cried was when I was at a mutual friends house with Heaven and we were eating pizza and I almost fell off my stool trying to get water from the fridge without getting up and I started doing my awful wheezing laugh and then she started laughing and we had to go to seperate rooms to calm down, but yeah I’ve laughed until I’ve cried

met someone who changed you: in awful ways and good ways

found out who your true friends are: I GOT MY SOULMATE HEAVEN SHE AN ANGLE

found out someone was talking about you: Multiple times

GENERAL:

how many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: Uuhhhhh there’s Heaven, Shannon, Carol, uhhhhh Jessica, and that could be it but don’t hold me to that

do you have any pets?: I have two dogs named Zelda and Xena and then two cats names Tiger and Tiny(Same Tiny as Heaven)

do you want to change your name?: I wanna change my last name because my dad can rot in hell

what time did you wake up this morning: 9:30

what were you doing last night: watching Mother and wondering why I wasted a dollar renting this garbage

name something you can’t wait for: my eminent doom of rotting alone in my room next year

have you ever talked to a person named tom?: Yes a classmate growing up named Tim had a brother named Tom who was in my brothers class

what’s getting on your nerves right now: my body gets on my nerves 24/7

blood type: A-

nickname: Anna, Annie, Banana, Bananie. you get the idea here, right?

relationship status: single pringle

zodiac sign: Aries

pronouns: she/her

favorite show: BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER IM WATCHING IT RIGHT NOW FOR THE 80,000TH TIME WOWOW

college: I could explain how much of an asshat I am with college and keeping up with it but then there will be a long story and judgement and I have enough of that

hair color: Green currently but gonna go natural again soon for a bit my hair needs a small relief

do you have a crush on someone: This waiter names Mason at Buffalo Wild Wings who kept blessing me with jokes and compliments. We zinged.

what do you like about yourself: My artful taste in picking the goodest dogs

FIRSTS:

first surgery: ☠️

first piercing: my ears when I was a baby but My tongue in tenth grade

first sport you joined: soccer in elementary school and then basketball in middle school

first vacation: i don’t feel like visiting family is vacation so I’m gonna go with Los Angeles in April

first pair of sneakers: Me? In sneakers? Never

RIGHT NOW:

eating: nothing

drinking: dr pepper

i’m about to: finish this episode of Buffy

listening to: Buffy telling Giles “I feel a thing, you feel a thing, but personalize it” in reference to his crush on Ms. Calendar

want kids: I’m on and off with this question

get married: YeAh?¿

career: Void

WHICH IS BETTER:

lips or eyes: eyes

hugs or kisses: kisses

shorter or taller: same height or taller

older or younger: ill go at least a year younger but usually older

romantic or spontaneous: both

sensitive or loud: I always end up with loud as people so I’m assuming loud

hookup or relationship: depends on the person

troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker 😏

HAVE YOU EVER:

kissed a stranger: No

drank hard liquor: yeah boi

lost contacts/glasses: I lose my glasses 24/7

sex on first date: No

broken someone’s heart: Yeah

been arrested: Almost for trespassing

turned someone down: I TURN THE SAME ASS GUY DOWN EVERY MONTH TRUE STORy

fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE:

in yourself: Whomst is she?

miracles: For other people maybe

love at first sight: I don’t think there’s anything but lust at first sight

heaven: the only heaven I believe in is @chunkyhoe

santa clause: thats my mans

Im gonna tag @dis-quiet-ed because she is a gem and actually does them when I tag her